Come Awake, Come Awake.

Jesus is life. if you disagree with that truth i would love to talk about it with you. in fact talking about Jesus is something i am asking God to give me the desire to do more of. asking God to help me talk about God may confuse you as well. but authority has to stop somewhere and it does with the Uncreated One. you see, God is and always has been. He has no origin like this earth or ourselves and because of that He is the ultimate authority. He is ABLE to do whatever He wants, He holds all the power of the world He made in His hands. woah.

if you randomly opened a Bible chances are you would not have to read to far to find a recording of something impossible that God has done. creation, the flood, the plagues, the birth of Jesus from a virgin... old and new testament are filled with impossible circumstances and occasions that occurred because the Author of all of it can do INFINITELY more than our minds are capable of comprehending. man i serve an amazing, awesome, and powerful God!

He is in control. something i do believe but i don't always apply in my life. i like to be in control, know the details, and avoid failure as much as possible. until this weekend i never knew the impact that had on my relationship with God. coming to the realization was not something i rejoiced in knowing either... at first. with me taking and demanding control in my life i was belittling the power of God to do big things through me. i don't want that life anymore. losing control has actually been freeing. i know that everyday i am going to have to wake up and before my feet hit the floor give my day over to God. i'm excited about it though. i realized that me being in control also makes for a safe, boring life and that is the farthest thing from my desire. God knows that and i know the adventure He has in store will be more than i could have ever imagined.

i finally have my 3 m's in the correct order. i have given control to God to be my Master. right now radford university is my mission and God will reveal the next in due time. as for a mate... i want more time with my number One and to fall more deeply and passionately in love with my Redeemer before He brings me my number two if that's His will :)

there are not words to describe how awesome my God is! i love it when He wakes me up!